"From Wednesday thru Sunday I used my angst to push into various physical tasks that needed to be accomplished, pushed hard. Now, my body is paying for that. But also I'm mentally/emotionally crashing. /sigh

Doing my best to ride that out now, but feeling pretty shit...had more to say, just too fuckin' spent to do so."

~It's been a week since the first anniversary of my mother's death. [Feb 15...she would die right after Valentine's Day] I'm just getting to that now as I've been dealing with the living, as needs must ( Read more... )

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~I just read that Sissy's rescue kitten died and I fell apart, just started sobbing. And I realized that what I have done subconsciously is the channel all my Grief and Sadness about everything else in my life, and in the world, into an emotional attachment to cats ( Read more... )